[ It's not like Fabian assumed that Gorgug would react to this in a way that'd necessarily end up great for Fabian. Especially not while he's in this state.
But he also did not imagine this in the slightest. He thought the other might try to punch him or something, and Fabian was half-ready to try and find some way to get the other's grip off him enough to attempt to dodge it, but it's not a hand that comes down to him at all.
It's.. a face. It's teeth. The half-elf can feel them scraping against his skin before they actually sink in, and though it likely only lasts a second or so, it feels like much longer in his head. Like something about his time freezes, like it's an eternity where he can feel Gorgug's tusks scrape against his skin, and then he bites down.
Fabian lets out a whimper. Sure, he is tough, but Fabian is not tough in the way where he can halve damage. He's tough in a way where he keeps taking shit full on and remains standing - which means he can feel every single part of the bite. Fabian has never imagined what it's like to be bit there - having been bitten in his limbs plenty of times over the many battles they have been part of, but obviously never just straight up into his chest, into his shoulder. It feels like a more sensitive part, somehow, judging by the way the pain feels like it's pouring through his veins in a way that's much more heightened than ever before.
But it's not just pain. It's also weirdly warm. He can feel Gorgug's breath against his skin, a kind of wetness there that isn't just Fabian's own blood. Something about it makes Fabian's heart speed up even more. It doesn't matter that it hurts. The way Fabian's breath grows more shallow may have something to do with that, but it's not just that. There's something about Gorgug hovering over him, one of the few people Fabian knows that's actually bigger than him, pushing him down, sinking his teeth into Fabian's flesh, doing what he wants with him--
He should fight back, maybe.
He should use the safe word they established, maybe.
But Fabian does neither of those things. He doesn't even move. It hurts, and it makes occasional little sounds escape Fabian's mouth, but it's like part of him doesn't want to do something that might make this moment end. ]
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But he also did not imagine this in the slightest. He thought the other might try to punch him or something, and Fabian was half-ready to try and find some way to get the other's grip off him enough to attempt to dodge it, but it's not a hand that comes down to him at all.
It's.. a face. It's teeth. The half-elf can feel them scraping against his skin before they actually sink in, and though it likely only lasts a second or so, it feels like much longer in his head. Like something about his time freezes, like it's an eternity where he can feel Gorgug's tusks scrape against his skin, and then he bites down.
Fabian lets out a whimper. Sure, he is tough, but Fabian is not tough in the way where he can halve damage. He's tough in a way where he keeps taking shit full on and remains standing - which means he can feel every single part of the bite. Fabian has never imagined what it's like to be bit there - having been bitten in his limbs plenty of times over the many battles they have been part of, but obviously never just straight up into his chest, into his shoulder. It feels like a more sensitive part, somehow, judging by the way the pain feels like it's pouring through his veins in a way that's much more heightened than ever before.
But it's not just pain. It's also weirdly warm. He can feel Gorgug's breath against his skin, a kind of wetness there that isn't just Fabian's own blood. Something about it makes Fabian's heart speed up even more. It doesn't matter that it hurts. The way Fabian's breath grows more shallow may have something to do with that, but it's not just that. There's something about Gorgug hovering over him, one of the few people Fabian knows that's actually bigger than him, pushing him down, sinking his teeth into Fabian's flesh, doing what he wants with him--
He should fight back, maybe.
He should use the safe word they established, maybe.
But Fabian does neither of those things. He doesn't even move. It hurts, and it makes occasional little sounds escape Fabian's mouth, but it's like part of him doesn't want to do something that might make this moment end. ]