Gorgug-- [ Fabian says, and it's like he has to drag the word from his mouth. Everything feels overwhelming right now. His body aches from the way it was being shoved around and pushed down. His lips feel like they're bruised, and he has no way of knowing if that's just imagined or actually the case. His scalp hurts from his hair getting yanked around, and there's something inside of him.

The last part is doubtlessly the worst of it all. He can feel it. It's like it's moving around inside of him, and it's one of the most awful sensations he's ever felt in his life - and that's saying something, given everything he has dealt with in all the years he's been alive.

It makes the word sound raw, like Fabian is growing hoarse, like he can't fully use his own voice right now. The sensation of something being in him is coming with something else, weird emotions starting to emerge, something inside of him no longer feeling like him and what the fuck--

He breathes. Fabian desperately sucks in a breath, trying to fight the weird feeling inside of him. Especially when he notices Gorgug trying to drag himself away from him, the odd sounds coming from the other. ]

Gorgug, you have to fight it. You have to fight it!

[ His voice still sounds weird. It takes effort to drag the words out of himself. It takes effort to do just about anything right now, but Fabian is giving that effort. His one eye widens, something about his look turning a little crazed in the middle of all his determination.

Maybe in this way, Fabian is like his father.

Fabian reaches out as Gorgug is trying to move away, his hands latching onto the fabric of Gorgug's shirt, dragging the other back closer towards him - like he's trying to force Gorgug to look at his face right now. ]

I'm fighting it, so you have to fight it too! [ He's practically spitting out the words now. ] You think I'm going to let it take you away from me?!