[ Even if Gorgug is being so good and careful with his wording over here, there's no chance of it landing well with Fabian. Not with the way he's currently feeling, anyway. Gorgug says he doesn't want to think about kissing right now, and all Fabian can think is that Gorgug doesn't want to kiss him. Even though Fabian was worried about him. Even though he came all the way over here for him. Even though he was the one who gave in, and Gorgug didn't, Gorgug still doesn't want to kiss him.
Fabian can feel the water in his eye starting to burn hot, and he turns his head away before he can actually start to cry. With his back to Gorgug, he furiously wipes at his eye to get rid of it, trying to swallow down the feeling. He's tough. He doesn't cry. Especially not over something like this. He's already looking weak by giving into Gorgug's demands and coming over here with the Hangman, what sort of disappointment would he be if he cried on top of it? He just has to be fine with not being wanted. It's fine. It's fine.
Terrified of seeming too weak, he slams his hand down on the Hangman. Fabian accidentally happens to hit the horn, making it awkwardly and loudly sound out of the blue, probably startling some companion bots in the distance into skittering off, away from the loud blare of the horn.
Fabian quickly pulls his hand off the button he accidentally slammed, swallowing. Yet still not turning around to look at the other. ]
.. fine.
[ The good news? Fabian doesn't sound angry anymore either. Not like he had before, anyway, with the yelling and all.
The bad news is that he definitely sounds like he's about to cry and is trying to pretend really hard that he isn't. ]
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[ Even if Gorgug is being so good and careful with his wording over here, there's no chance of it landing well with Fabian. Not with the way he's currently feeling, anyway. Gorgug says he doesn't want to think about kissing right now, and all Fabian can think is that Gorgug doesn't want to kiss him. Even though Fabian was worried about him. Even though he came all the way over here for him. Even though he was the one who gave in, and Gorgug didn't, Gorgug still doesn't want to kiss him.
Fabian can feel the water in his eye starting to burn hot, and he turns his head away before he can actually start to cry. With his back to Gorgug, he furiously wipes at his eye to get rid of it, trying to swallow down the feeling. He's tough. He doesn't cry. Especially not over something like this. He's already looking weak by giving into Gorgug's demands and coming over here with the Hangman, what sort of disappointment would he be if he cried on top of it? He just has to be fine with not being wanted. It's fine. It's fine.
Terrified of seeming too weak, he slams his hand down on the Hangman. Fabian accidentally happens to hit the horn, making it awkwardly and loudly sound out of the blue, probably startling some companion bots in the distance into skittering off, away from the loud blare of the horn.
Fabian quickly pulls his hand off the button he accidentally slammed, swallowing. Yet still not turning around to look at the other. ]
.. fine.
[ The good news? Fabian doesn't sound angry anymore either. Not like he had before, anyway, with the yelling and all.
The bad news is that he definitely sounds like he's about to cry and is trying to pretend really hard that he isn't. ]
Do you still want that ride back?