[ Weren't they both annoyed? Exasperated, confused--Gorgug remembers feeling confused, trying to stand up for himself, when he kept offering himself to Fabian, but never doing it the right way, and nothing seemed to be going right. He didn't remember the way he came from, and really didn't help when he did start walking in a random direction.
He can't stay out here, Fabian says, but something about going right now doesn't feel right. Maybe he's making that feeling fester in himself, this bummed out state of his by sitting around and not doing anything, but he doesn't know-- if they were both annoyed, then doesn't that say something? Gorgug looks up at Fabian, trying to read his expression, if not that deeply. Not so perceptive to be able to see beyond what Fabian presents, but-- ]
Are you still annoyed? [ ... ] Are you upset that I'm upset?
[ He isn't reading deeply. But Fabian came into this wanting a kiss, and Gorgug is aware of the mood shift--that he's no longer bringing that energy, so: how does he feel now? Is he displeased about this, or actually exasperated, but in a harmless way?
Because Gorgug isn't sure that if they got on the Hangman, what would happen next. If Fabian would be happy with him or not. ]
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He can't stay out here, Fabian says, but something about going right now doesn't feel right. Maybe he's making that feeling fester in himself, this bummed out state of his by sitting around and not doing anything, but he doesn't know-- if they were both annoyed, then doesn't that say something? Gorgug looks up at Fabian, trying to read his expression, if not that deeply. Not so perceptive to be able to see beyond what Fabian presents, but-- ]
Are you still annoyed? [ ... ] Are you upset that I'm upset?
[ He isn't reading deeply. But Fabian came into this wanting a kiss, and Gorgug is aware of the mood shift--that he's no longer bringing that energy, so: how does he feel now? Is he displeased about this, or actually exasperated, but in a harmless way?
Because Gorgug isn't sure that if they got on the Hangman, what would happen next. If Fabian would be happy with him or not. ]