[ There's a slight pause where Fabian is very much not looking at Gorgug, but then he says, sounding kind of defeated as he does: ]
I know.
[ He knows. Of course he does. Gorgug likes him, or he wouldn't be dating him. Mama loves him, even though she's staying away from him for a whole year. Maybe that is why he's feeling so bad, he thinks - because it feels like he shouldn't be feeling this way. That he shouldn't be bummed, because everyone cares about him and loves him, and if something they do makes him feel bad, that's on him, actually.
Isn't that why it would have been so much easier to pretend nothing happened? Why is Gorgug forcing him to talk about this, when it's just making him feel worse? ]
If you think I was wrong, you can just say so, you know. [ Fabian doesn't sound angry, at least.
Whatever is going on with him-- It sounds a whole lot more complicated than that. (But when isn't stuff a whole lot more complicated when it comes to Fabian, right.) ]
You don't have to tell me whatever I want to hear.
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I know.
[ He knows. Of course he does. Gorgug likes him, or he wouldn't be dating him. Mama loves him, even though she's staying away from him for a whole year. Maybe that is why he's feeling so bad, he thinks - because it feels like he shouldn't be feeling this way. That he shouldn't be bummed, because everyone cares about him and loves him, and if something they do makes him feel bad, that's on him, actually.
Isn't that why it would have been so much easier to pretend nothing happened? Why is Gorgug forcing him to talk about this, when it's just making him feel worse? ]
If you think I was wrong, you can just say so, you know. [ Fabian doesn't sound angry, at least.
Whatever is going on with him-- It sounds a whole lot more complicated than that. (But when isn't stuff a whole lot more complicated when it comes to Fabian, right.) ]
You don't have to tell me whatever I want to hear.