[ Did it? How did it feel? Where did it even begin, when it didn't feel like a fluke, or that the draw, the urge in his limbs to work didn't come with that level of doubt that he'd be able to accomplish something, that it would mean something? There was fixing the Hangman, and he would never discredit that, but he would almost put it in its own category, more for Fabian than himself; and he worked to get his crystal connected to his parent's satellite, but it's not as if that wasn't without help and instructions.
But there was, obviously, a point where he stopped believing it a fluke. Where the constant niggling that it wasn't some sort of dumb luck on his part, and that he let himself accept that he wanted this. That it could slot into his life in a major way.
When was it? Damn, he's really bad at this. He needs to answer the question, and not be silent trying to figure out something so basic. ]
i liked it when i got to fix the hangman and fixed my crystal to talk to zelda
[ He pauses. Did it feel special? Did it feel like Fabian out there dancing, finding a new part of himself? ]
yeah i guess so
[ Another pause. ]
i fumbled around more
[ Come on, he has to say that. He really wasn't as graceful as he remembers Fabian being in his mind..... ]
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But there was, obviously, a point where he stopped believing it a fluke. Where the constant niggling that it wasn't some sort of dumb luck on his part, and that he let himself accept that he wanted this. That it could slot into his life in a major way.
When was it? Damn, he's really bad at this. He needs to answer the question, and not be silent trying to figure out something so basic. ]
i liked it when i got to fix the hangman and fixed my crystal to talk to zelda
[ He pauses. Did it feel special? Did it feel like Fabian out there dancing, finding a new part of himself? ]
yeah
i guess so
[ Another pause. ]
i fumbled around more
[ Come on, he has to say that. He really wasn't as graceful as he remembers Fabian being in his mind..... ]