[ There's a second, and Gorgug only needs that second to answer honestly: ]
good it makes me feel good
[ Fabian probably already knows that, right? That alone isn't what he's searching for, Gorgug's eyes searching back up at the point before that, what is it like, and that feeling: it's an emotion, an experience. It comes before words needed to describe them, although it's not the sensation he always gets when it comes to his work.
But other people go through that too, Gorgug has to think. Like Fabian having a bad day at the Owlbears. Universal experiences.
What is it like? -- what is it like? Ellipses appear as Gorgug types. Disappear. Re-appear. ]
sometimes it feels like a puzzle in another language that doesn't think i can solve it, and i want to. i know i can do it by now if i keep working at it but making things...
[ ... ... ... ]
i feel like i can be more if i keep trying i could make my life or the lives of people around me better and give something valuable and everything i make helps me get better about it
[ It feels like I bring something real into the world. ]
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good
it makes me feel good
[ Fabian probably already knows that, right? That alone isn't what he's searching for, Gorgug's eyes searching back up at the point before that, what is it like, and that feeling: it's an emotion, an experience. It comes before words needed to describe them, although it's not the sensation he always gets when it comes to his work.
But other people go through that too, Gorgug has to think. Like Fabian having a bad day at the Owlbears. Universal experiences.
What is it like? -- what is it like? Ellipses appear as Gorgug types. Disappear. Re-appear. ]
sometimes it feels like a puzzle in another language that doesn't think i can solve it, and i want to. i know i can do it by now if i keep working at it
but making things...
[ ...
...
... ]
i feel like i can be more if i keep trying
i could make my life or the lives of people around me better and give something valuable
and everything i make helps me get better about it
[ It feels like
I bring something real into the world. ]
i think that's how it feels