oh no that is what i meant by it being just for me
[ It only strikes him now that Gorgug doesn't know, probably doesn't get it. Or-- maybe he gets it, but can't see it as easily as Fabian can. It's what happens when something is so prominent inside of your own mind, but you just never properly express it to other people.
It means you can mention it as something natural at some point, and the other person might not catch on. Even if that person is your friend.
(Because you suck at talking to your friends about some specific things.) ]
ever since i was young i always tried to be just like papa and only like papa everything i did was to be more like him
that is why dance is important to me it's the first thing i did that was just for me and not for papa
it's what makes me fabian
[ Instead of just Bill Seacaster 2.0 - which was a standard he was never going to be able to live up to in the first place, even long before the Leviathan disaster. ]
so i guess it's similar to you in that sense if artificing makes you feel like you know more what you want to be
no subject
that is what i meant by it being just for me
[ It only strikes him now that Gorgug doesn't know, probably doesn't get it. Or-- maybe he gets it, but can't see it as easily as Fabian can. It's what happens when something is so prominent inside of your own mind, but you just never properly express it to other people.
It means you can mention it as something natural at some point, and the other person might not catch on. Even if that person is your friend.
(Because you suck at talking to your friends about some specific things.) ]
ever since i was young i always tried to be just like papa
and only like papa
everything i did was to be more like him
that is why dance is important to me
it's the first thing i did that was just for me
and not for papa
it's what makes me fabian
[ Instead of just Bill Seacaster 2.0 - which was a standard he was never going to be able to live up to in the first place, even long before the Leviathan disaster. ]
so i guess it's similar to you in that sense
if artificing makes you feel like you know more what you want to be