[ Why is Gorgug of all people telling him this. Fabian imagines this is the kind of conversation he's going to often have with Fig for the upcoming while, but-- Gorgug too? Et tu, Gorgug?? ]
[ Until.. well, until he learned they were already dead. That's the reason he isn't elaborating on that point, it's too awkward to talk about, too awkward to think about. ]
so even if i had ran into any at some point i would not even have known we were related
[ The worst part of all of this is that Fabian can imagine exactly what sort of face Gorgug must have been making while writing and sending that message. Which is exactly why he can't point out to Gorgug how dumb that entire thing was while Fabian had to agonizingly perceive it the entire way, because he can't kick the other over what was a happy memory for his friend. ]
yes i am very glad for you that you did it is a great thing for you
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i cant think about missing parent days and the parents im gonna owe right now
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i have never had four fathers before
maybe you should share
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i dont know that i want to
[ GREEDY GORGUG ERA!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]
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What is this rebellious attitude, bro??? ]
why not???
give me one good reason
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✓ Read. ]
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It's only much, much later that the fact that Gorgug never replied hits him, and only then comes the next text: ]
did you seriously refuse to give me a reason???????
hello??????
gorgug????????
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[ Truly, just what for a second while Gorgug has to check what this is about, and-- oh. that. ]
why do you want another dad so bad
isnt gilear your new dad
[ OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ]
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i don't want him
you can have him
do you want gilear as your new father????
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ive got four
[ 👍 ]
do you call him stepdad or dad?
step papa?
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are you seriously trying to compare him to my papa
he does more than just pale in comparison.. he WITHERS in comparison to papa!!!!
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my dads are my dads?
you should try thinking about gilear as your dad. or papa
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why should i
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[ And there's one right there!!!!!!!!!! ]
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i will just stick to my own papa
at least i do not have to share him
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he wasnt happy when i thought he was my dad
[ :( ]
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well
i guess papa may have had some complicated feelings about his children other than me
he never even told me about my half siblings
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[ He didn't know about half but what about: any??? ]
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i did not even know they existed
[ Until.. well, until he learned they were already dead. That's the reason he isn't elaborating on that point, it's too awkward to talk about, too awkward to think about. ]
so even if i had ran into any at some point i would not even have known we were related
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that's why you have to ask people if you're related
you miss all the siblings you don't ask for
[ 2+2=FAMILY, FABIAN!!!!! ]
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that would be INSANITY!!!
[ Mostly because he saw this play out in front of his eyes. All throughout freshman year.
And it got him to cringe so much. ]
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i found my dad
[ Fabian.
Wasn't his freshman crisis worth it. ]
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yes
i am very glad for you that you did
it is a great thing for you
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i am still not going to do it though
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There's no message back for a few seconds.
Until: ]
i can do it
i can pretend to be you and ask
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Just.. completely knocked off his game here. ]
wait
why would you?????
you can't just pretend to be me for one
anyone would know it would not be me!!!!
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but if they know who their dad is then i just need to drop a name
i can do it on the network
[ fabian HE COULD DO IT RIGHT NOW!!!! with his username that is 'gorgug'. ]
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