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Well--

[ He starts, but that's when Gorgug warning comes, and Fabian does take a quick glance over his shoulder just to make sure he doesn't bump into the door like an idiot. His hands reach behind him, finding the doorknobs with his hands on the double doors, and he just pushes them open as he continues to move backwards into the outside air.

Despite doing all that, Fabian looks like he's pretty seriously in thought. This question is more complicated than the one about whether it's fun for him, honestly. Especially if he has to give a genuine answer. ]

I don't know. I mean.. With us the line there is always thin, isn't it?

[ It's how it feels to Fabian. When he was going for Aelwyn, he always thought of it as some.. courting situation. He didn't think about just regularly hanging out with her.

But he likes regularly hanging out with Gorgug. Gorgug isn't just his boyfriend, but his friend too.

So where does that line run? Even Fabian himself isn't sure, as inexperienced with dating as he is. ]

[ See, that's the thing!! That's the thing!!

What do they say about dating your friends? Is it a good thing? A bad thing? For Gorgug, the line's been difficult to perceive at times: are they two people dating, or are they two friends acting like people dating? It would be easier to tell if Gorgug didn't enjoy their activities, what they did and got up to; but sometimes he worries about how thin that line is, if he isn't putting a certain level of effort into the boyfriend department as he is the friend department.

He doesn't think about it that hard right now, can't get lost into it. But he tries to consider it: not his personal insecurities about their relationship, but, instead--and so so carefully: ]

Well... not to talk about previous relationships, but whenever I hung out with Zelda at her or my place, that might've not been a date, but it did feel special since, we were spending time together. Maybe it's the intent that makes it a -- quasi-dating situation. Because it's about us.

[ Did he go from posing a question about what the nature of their time together was, to putting forward an answer to it? Yes, yes he did.

Because he doesn't want Fabian thinking he doesn't see them as dating, or anything. This is a date! Because they said so! ]

[ It's dating because it's.. special, even when it's not a date..?

... It's weird to think about. Because Fabian does think times he hangs out with Riz are special in their own way too, yet the thought of dating him makes a big neon 'nope' sign appear in his mind if he just stops to consider it for a moment. It must mean there's a difference, but.. what is it?

It's definitely more difficult than he anticipated. Fabian did not think he'd be walking over towards his own hedge maze with what feels like a growing headache, okay. ]

Does this feel special right now?

[ ????

Gorgug, you have more experience. Maybe you answer this one. ]

[ Does this feel special?

Well, considering what they're doing, Gorgug's gaze narrows, his face getting serious as he nods. ]

I'm gonna find out what's in the middle of the fucking maze.

[ HE'S SO SERIOUS ABOUT THIS, FABIAN. Does this truly answer Fabian's question though? Who knows. Except Fabian. ]

[ That definitely does not answer Fabian's question whatsoever!!!!

Not that he isn't glad that Gorgug seems to have found his determination and excitement over this once again, but-- uh, it's still leaving Fabian a little baffled in the face of it all. Is this special? Is it not? Does he expect something more romantic, or does Gorgug?

.. maybe it's something to think about. Or maybe he should just set up a very romantic date later today? Make sure to show to Gorgug just how special this is to him? ]

[ Either way, it's not something he can do anything about right now. So, you know what-- ]

Sure, sure. [ Now they're outside, they're practically at the edge of where the hedge maze starts anyway.. ] You go ahead, so you can make sure I'm not helping you cheat.

[ Maybe this is enough for now, actually. ]

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