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I thought we were going to--

[ Apparently even Fabian can't finish that sentence, despite his horny feelings from a moment ago. Maybe it's because he's being rather loud right now - as Fabian ever is - and he's kind of realizing that half of the people out on the lake would be able to hear him yell about having sex with his boyfriend.

Embarrassing. That's what that thought is. That's what everything right now is. Just straight up embarrassing.

Rather than smiling over at Gorgug, Fabian is just.. slowly lowering himself into the water until only his eye and eyepatch is left right above the waterline.. Blowing some bubbles in embarrassment... ]

[ Dude? Didn't you think he sounded so shounen moment cool there?? Dude???

Gorgug was feeling his empowered moment, thank you very much, but then he's watching his boyfriend sink and, hm, that's something? He waits for a few seconds, then gives his arm a shake by the hand he's holding. Just-- a wobble wobble.

There's no sinking into the depths, so he's not worried about that, but also... ]

...We're still going to kiss. [ ... wobble wobble. ] I still want us to make out?

[ Did Fabian think he forgot? Did Fabian hit the water too hard....?? ]

[ Maybe Fabian did hit the water too hard.. Maybe it knocked that last braincell finally out of him.. :(

Though Fabian actually is thinking here. Gorgug told him before that he should just.. use his words to talk about what he feels, even though it still doesn't always feel all that great for Fabian...

But he's trying. He's pathetically sunk into the water, but he's trying.

And that involves getting his head up a little bit from the water again, so he isn't talking right into the water to a point where Gorgug wouldn't be able to understand. ]

I thought we were going to have sex. [ See, he feels so pathetic saying that!!! But he's saying it anyway!! This is just for you, Gorgug. He's doing his best. ] You were being very sexy.

[ Oh?

Oh???

That doesn't take a lot for his brain to understand, but he still needs to process it--or get the wrench unstuck in the gear that is his brain. Fabian thought they were going to have sex. Fabian thought he was being sexy.

Gorgug doesn't need to be told twice--e-even if it would be nice, probably...! ]

We can find a place to have sex. [ They're the only two immediately around, so, Gorgug doesn't mind saying that. ] I don't have anything on me, though.

[ Still--they can do other things, right? Just as long as that's okay for Fabian. Is it? Is he still in the mood?

Because even admitting his expectations is enough for Gorgug to be into the idea. ]

[ Fabian exhales a breath. ]

We don't need to right now.

[ Look how mature he's being. Look at him, Gorgug! He really doesn't want to have to clarify any of these things - Fabian would still love to always be understood without having to voice a single one of his feelings ever, for the record! - but he's trying to be a big boy and actually voice them.

Mostly because Gorgug has asked him to. But it still feels like pulling teeth to him, even after all this time. His face still feels so hot with the dumb blush, and he can't even blame it on the water since it's cold. Ugh!!! UGH!!!! ]

I just feel dumb because I misunderstood you. That's all. [ UGH!!!! He is being SO mature and communicative right now, and you better appreciate him, Gorgug! You better give him the Best Boyfriend Of The Year award!

He can't even directly look at Gorgug as he speaks, he's that embarrassed. In the same way a little kid might be. ]

I'm already glad that you're here again, instead of being off in-- in whateverland, potentially getting into trouble by yourself. [ Not that he was worried!!!! Or anything!!! Baka!!!!! He didn't lie awake at night here thinking about it at all!!!!!! ]

[ The water is so nice, Fabian. And so are you.

Sure, actually--being in a lake with wet clothes is actually awkward and heavy, and the desire to be in a cold lake is different when you're not in the same stuffy weather as it was back in Solmara. But the atmosphere is still warm, and Gorgug is listening to Fabian, watching him, with that sulky huff that he gets when he's not on the right track. Even though he could be--they both could be.

It's nice, the way that Fabian's being honest. Revealing himself, and the way that he looks. And speaking about him, too.

Gorgug lets the huffy concern soak in, appreciating it, before he moves in closer; so that he might get his arms around Fabian's upper back. He's looking at him, considering his next moves, the things he wouldn't mind doing, and ends up slipping a kiss down onto Fabian's lips. Wet from their dive in, but he plants it firmly. ]

I want to be with you, [ he tries again--to be more convincing. That they might've not been on the same page, but now... ] I've missed--touching your body. We could go somewhere private. Just you and me, for a while?

[ One of his hands move down into the water, finding the rim of Fabian's shirt and pushing it up to let his hands settle against skin. Nothing suggestive, except perhaps in the action itself, but just from a want to feel Fabian more. Him, his body. ]

[ Having to talk about his emotions is not exactly the most sexy thing Fabian could be doing. It's very much not turning him on over here, actually. All of his desire to have wild lake sex with Gorgug died down the moment he realizes he was an idiot living out a dream of misunderstandings and then even had to explain himself. Pah!!

But the problem is that Gorgug is being Gorgug. Sweet. And also kind of irresistible. Nothing should be sexy about getting that wet of a kiss from the other while they're both soaked in cold water, and yet Fabian has a real hard time doing as much as contemplating the idea of turning the other down.

Even if he's still looking very flustered. And huffy. And feeling not very sexy at all right now, actually. ]

Can it at least be-- I don't know, under a hot shower or something? [ Judging by the tone of his voice, he's totally giving in though.. That's the sound of Fabian giving in, even though he's feeling embarrassed as hell right now.. ] I'm fully aware that I am one of the most attractive beings alive, but soaking in cold lake water doesn't exactly make me feel very sexy.

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