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[ Oh, gods. One would think that Fabian is used enough to Gorgug being Gorgug to stop these things fully from happening before the thought even forms in Gorgug's mind - by saying something else, for example - but Fabian just can't help but naturally want to tease sometimes.

Apparently that overrides his Gorgug senses, since he only realizes a moment later what kind of avalanche he just started in the other's mind.

There's a touch of exasperation in his face as he quickly says, before Gorgug can speak up: ]

It's a joke! A joke!

[ Please, Gorgug, learn to recognize a joke!!! Get your joke recognition stat up!!! ]

If I did not want to go into the hedge maze with you, I would have told you! You know I would have told you! [ If not just because Fabian Aramais Seacaster is absolutely incapable of not whining about something when he doesn't like it. ]

O-oh. Y-yeah.

[ O-oh.

What Fabian says does make sense, even if it takes a moment for Gorgug to realise it (and with Fabian's help), a sheepishness crossing his face. But he's picking his pace back up, his mind still feeling like it's having a little difficulty making sense of 2+2=4 in his head: that is, that this is still an okay dating opportunity.

And he figures out why, with those few seconds. ] You have to tell me if you get, like, bored. If this isn't fun for you? We can both make guesses... or we can do something so it's fun for both of us?

[ Liiike. ] Maybe you can blindfold me and tell me which direction to go, and we can see if we get there.

[ Look. He's thinking on his feet.

Nobody said Gorgug Thistlespring is good at thinking on his feet. ]

...

[ There's a slight moment of hesitation where Fabian wonders if he should be this horny on main or not, but then he does say, trying to pass it off as something real casual in both tone and facial expression-- ]

There are some other places we could try blindfolds.

[ Hint, hint. Nudge, nudge.

But again! Trying to play it off as casual, so he quickly instead says: ]

But I assure you that it isn't necessary here! Do you think talking with you isn't fun to me, even though I do it all the time?

[ dogloading.gif, what could Fabian possibly mean--

oh, too bad he can't ask about it, since Fabian's moving along. But doesn't he want to do the blindfolds...?! ]

Yy-- yeah, sure. Is it? [ Uh. ] It's fun for me, too. But I guess, you know... would you still consider that a date, or hanging out?

[ There were opportunities in there, for Gorgug. To simply agree with Fabian, and let himself off the hook on needing to do anything more, or to even keep questioning this choice of action despite Fabian's reassurances. But he can't help it: is this fun for Fabian too?

And while this might still be Fabian's place, Gorgug doesn't stop himself from warning 'Door' when they get close to the door leading out to the back hedge maze--or, more specifically, Fabian's back getting closer to said door. ]

Well--

[ He starts, but that's when Gorgug warning comes, and Fabian does take a quick glance over his shoulder just to make sure he doesn't bump into the door like an idiot. His hands reach behind him, finding the doorknobs with his hands on the double doors, and he just pushes them open as he continues to move backwards into the outside air.

Despite doing all that, Fabian looks like he's pretty seriously in thought. This question is more complicated than the one about whether it's fun for him, honestly. Especially if he has to give a genuine answer. ]

I don't know. I mean.. With us the line there is always thin, isn't it?

[ It's how it feels to Fabian. When he was going for Aelwyn, he always thought of it as some.. courting situation. He didn't think about just regularly hanging out with her.

But he likes regularly hanging out with Gorgug. Gorgug isn't just his boyfriend, but his friend too.

So where does that line run? Even Fabian himself isn't sure, as inexperienced with dating as he is. ]

[ See, that's the thing!! That's the thing!!

What do they say about dating your friends? Is it a good thing? A bad thing? For Gorgug, the line's been difficult to perceive at times: are they two people dating, or are they two friends acting like people dating? It would be easier to tell if Gorgug didn't enjoy their activities, what they did and got up to; but sometimes he worries about how thin that line is, if he isn't putting a certain level of effort into the boyfriend department as he is the friend department.

He doesn't think about it that hard right now, can't get lost into it. But he tries to consider it: not his personal insecurities about their relationship, but, instead--and so so carefully: ]

Well... not to talk about previous relationships, but whenever I hung out with Zelda at her or my place, that might've not been a date, but it did feel special since, we were spending time together. Maybe it's the intent that makes it a -- quasi-dating situation. Because it's about us.

[ Did he go from posing a question about what the nature of their time together was, to putting forward an answer to it? Yes, yes he did.

Because he doesn't want Fabian thinking he doesn't see them as dating, or anything. This is a date! Because they said so! ]

[ It's dating because it's.. special, even when it's not a date..?

... It's weird to think about. Because Fabian does think times he hangs out with Riz are special in their own way too, yet the thought of dating him makes a big neon 'nope' sign appear in his mind if he just stops to consider it for a moment. It must mean there's a difference, but.. what is it?

It's definitely more difficult than he anticipated. Fabian did not think he'd be walking over towards his own hedge maze with what feels like a growing headache, okay. ]

Does this feel special right now?

[ ????

Gorgug, you have more experience. Maybe you answer this one. ]

[ Does this feel special?

Well, considering what they're doing, Gorgug's gaze narrows, his face getting serious as he nods. ]

I'm gonna find out what's in the middle of the fucking maze.

[ HE'S SO SERIOUS ABOUT THIS, FABIAN. Does this truly answer Fabian's question though? Who knows. Except Fabian. ]

[ That definitely does not answer Fabian's question whatsoever!!!!

Not that he isn't glad that Gorgug seems to have found his determination and excitement over this once again, but-- uh, it's still leaving Fabian a little baffled in the face of it all. Is this special? Is it not? Does he expect something more romantic, or does Gorgug?

.. maybe it's something to think about. Or maybe he should just set up a very romantic date later today? Make sure to show to Gorgug just how special this is to him? ]

[ Either way, it's not something he can do anything about right now. So, you know what-- ]

Sure, sure. [ Now they're outside, they're practically at the edge of where the hedge maze starts anyway.. ] You go ahead, so you can make sure I'm not helping you cheat.

[ Maybe this is enough for now, actually. ]

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