[ It's a message he sends to both of his teammates (his true teammates), since he figures this is the most important information he can give them. As well as sitting outside by the steps of said cabin, his knees bent up high while he sits on a log too small for his tall frame. He'll stretch them eventually, just like he'll get a shower and a change of clothes eventually too, though, making his sitting position might come first.
But he thinks Fabian and Riz would enjoy seeing him first. Also? Gorgug would like to see them before a shower and all that. He's got chores or something, but whatever.
First, comes his guys: one who happens to be his boyfriend.
And who he isn't expecting an actual reply back from that isn't him showing in person. Actually, did Fabian said he prefers voice calls more for things like this? Uhh.... ]
[ There's definitely no text in return. Which may not always be a good sign, given Fabian's tendency to not really check his text messages in the first place - but this is one he's been waiting for. Even kind of nervously, really. There's the part of Fabian that - as reluctant as he is to ever admit to feeling this about anyone ever - just really missed Gorgug. Even with Riz here, it didn't feel the same. They just need all three of them together for things to feel normal, not to mention that Fabian didn't quite realize how empty his bed feels without Gorgug in it.
Especially the horrible, horrible stupid dumb cabin beds here. Terrible. He deserves his huge bed and 80,000 thread count elven sheet blankets, thanks. How is anyone supposed to sleep like this, especially without their boyfriend to cuddle with?!
And then there was also the reality of the mission Gorgug went on. Fabian may trust Gorgug to be able to smash just about anything into the ground, but he's also aware of how dirty this place can be. What if it does something to Gorgug that the other can't participate? If that mission put him through hell and back, Fabian would be about ready to burn this place to the ground.
So somewhere between his own desire to see Gorgug again and his worry about the state the other could be in, Fabian immediately heads towards the cabin when he gets that message. He doesn't care if he has to drop an activity he was in the middle of. Gorgug first. ]
Gorgug!
[ Instead of getting that text back, Gorgug will hear that-- and then a set of footsteps approaching. Rapidly. Very rapidly. Fabian just ran straight over, if the way he's slightly out of breath by the time he actually can spot Gorgug is something to go by. He only stops running when he's right in front of where the other is sitting, his eyes scanning Gorgug immediately to make sure the other is.. alive? Not wounded? Alright? All of the above?
And also kind of trembling with pent up energy, considering Fabian really wants to hug or kiss or make out or actually all of that with Gorgug right now, but isn't so sure if the other is in any state for Fabian to just grab him and do that. He's vibrating, Gorgug!! Vibrating!!!! ]
[ When Gorgug hears his name, his head turns to look for the figure it belongs to, but he also finds that he doesn't actually want to be sitting anymore, actually. So when Fabian comes to him, he's up, dressed without his usual hoodie, but in a long-sleeved button up thing and baggy trousers, in a sense of fashion unlike him. A fashion that Fabian probably saw him pack beforehand for his trip, seeing as it was important for him to dress for hot and dry.
But what's maybe important? Is the smile on Gorgug's face. A smile that grows the closer that Fabian gets to him, and here, they're standing in opposite places from the time Fabian and Riz came back from their mission, and Gorgug stayed behind. With the energy different, and even Gorgug feeling a different energy, too. Not so confused, or lost.
He's looking down at Fabian standing there, trembling in his spot. And Gorgug feels-- warmer, to see a face he wanted to see. One of the most important, that for the pause that Gorgug treasures finally getting his wish: ]
Hi. [ It's only a pause, with that hi needing to come out, but his feet following it soon after. Gorgug closes in their distance and wraps his arms around Fabian completely, leaning in and smothering him, like a comforter he hasn't been able to appreciate in a week. And it's been nearly an entire week since he's been gone, and now he's here.
Kinda dirty, dusty, but not bloodied. Only sighing with a relief he's been waiting for, and saying into much his own arm as he does Fabian's neck. ]
[ This is the problem when you're really torn between two things. Fabian knows that he should be making sure that Gorgug is okay. That he should be taking in more of the other's state than he currently can - which is just registering the fact that Gorgug is getting dust on him at the moment, really.
But there's also the fact that Fabian wants this. Just this physical contact between them. Gorgug's arms around him, perhaps holding him even a little bit too tightly considering the kind of strength the other has - and yet Fabian doesn't mind.
He would rather be doing this than literally anything else right now in this dumb camp.
M-Maybe he can combine them though? Combine both?
He tries to squeeze his way through Gorgug's grip enough to not lose it, yet still move his face high enough to be able to reach the other's, peeling it back enough to be able to plant a kiss on the other's lips.
Gods, he missed that. ]
What happened? [ He says - sounding practically breathless, considering it only comes out when he pulls away a little bit from that kiss, but still lingering close to Gorgug's lips.
H-he's doing it, okay!! Fabian is a boyfriend that can MULTITASK, watch him! He can make out with his boyfriend and be a good concerned partner in this moment!!! ]
[ Gorgug does pull back when he feels Fabian budging against him; trying to move, and Gorgug allows him, even though he really doesn't want to move himself. But when he grants Fabian enough freedom for him to move his head to give that kiss, Gorgug doesn't move back any further than he has-- arms still wrapped around the back of Fabian's neck, head dipped to meet into the kiss.
Honestly, the biggest complaint in all this is Fabian asking what happened. Like it even matters. ]
Nothin', [ he mumbles, the hint of something sulky in there--because it's a question getting in the way of kissing, which is what Gorgug follows that answer up with, slipping out with his lips still close to Fabian's, ] it was stupid. I should've stayed with you 'n' Riz.
[ And if Fabian wants to kiss, isn't that a better use of their time? Kissing by his cabin, a cabin he doesn't want to be at, but he's being so good. And his friends are this way anyway. ]
[ 'It was stupid' tells Fabian exactly nothing, considering those three words are his exact opinion of every single mission they are given. This dumb camp included. He needs more details than this, especially since Gorgug returned looking so filthy. And not in the sexy way. Who did this to him? Who does Fabian have to go yell at?
Though his desire to yell at someone is met by his desire to not lose Gorgug's arms around him for a few more moments, so he files it away somewhere. For later. ]
Well, it is not exactly a party here either. [ He says, also a little grumbly, but at least it comes with kisses against Gorgug's lips right in front and after the sentence, like they're peppering his speech. ] But at least we haven't had any dust problems.
[ Or whatever Gorgug is covered in-- That Fabian is probably not also covered by, thanks to the embrace, but.. UGH, whatever, later problem!! Big problem, but later problem!! ]
Mmmm, [ it's meant to be a sound of agreement, or something noncommittal, to Fabian's rather pointed observation (complaint, Gorgug knows it's a complaint). ] I'm gonna get dust all over you.
[ And that's a threat, the kind that still comes with a few more kisses. If he cared enough for Fabian's annoyance for his hygiene, he might go for a revenge that's more immediate. But what Gorgug wants and cares for is Fabian, being with him, and what his impulses tell him to do...
is to lift Fabian up around the waist and direct him, ] Wrap your legs, [ so he can hold Fabian up by the butt proper. Get those legs off the floor, bro, your boyfriend is now carrying you.
And if he succeeds in getting his way, he will ask with a tone and expression that's probably hard to tell if he's serious: ]
Sure, they were kissing. Fabian expected some makeouts, maybe, if there wouldn't be too many people around. But he didn't expect Gorgug to be this forward about it, especially while they're in public. It doesn't mean that Fabian isn't going along with this all the same - y-yes, Gorgug, okay Gorgug, he's already wrapping his legs around you and holding on, no need to tell him twice - but he's sure looking surprised about it.
If you'd ask him though, he would say he's totally not blushing. Nuh-uh. His face is just growing a little darker because of-- b-because of a burn! From all this sun! Yeah, totally!!
It's not because his boyfriend is being so forward, and carrying him off to have some sweet wild s--
.. wait.
What? ]
What?
[ Fabian would like to formulate a more intelligent response than that, but his brain momentarily is turned off after having ran wild with what turns out to maybe have been an incorrect assumption entirely. ]
[ He's cradling Fabian's body easily against his, Fabian's hips somewhere around his stomach, and his legs exactly as he wanted them. This is all that Gorgug wants right now, and sure, Fabian isn't actually hurrying to tell him the direction towards the lake, but does that mean Gorgug is going to stay standing in place?
No. He's walking, to get from around the cabins clustered together. If he's going the short way or the long way towards their destination doesn't matter. Gorgug's just moving his feet!! ]
We're going to the lake, [ Gorgug explains--in case that's what Fabian needs right now. ] We're going inside it.
[ See?
So helpful. So much detail. And with a peck on Fabian's lips: ] And I'll keep kissing you.
[ So that they're on the same page about that, too. ]
[ M.. Maybe it's not false after all, then? Granted, maybe it's just that his head is more likely to head in certain directions while he's pressed up entirely against Gorgug and with Gorgug's arms around him, but what else could he want to do in the lake of all places?!
That is also a kind of a wild place to have sex, but.. if Gorgug wants to try it, then.. sure? ]
Alright.
[ Maybe it's a decision he'll regret later, but right now his head is definitely full of nothing but libido. If Gorgug wants to take him in the lake, then that's what they'll do. ]
It's, uh.. [ Just don't mind the way he still sounds a little flustered, his hands clinging onto Gorgug's shoulders, squeezing them a little. ] You head to the left here, and then you just keep on walking. You'll see it. [ Dude.
Dude.
Gorgug is going to screw him in the lake, dude!!!!!!! Sorry if Fabian isn't the most talkative right now - unlike the usual. He's far too busy already imagining this in his mind palace at the moment. ]
[ Head to left, keeping walking. Gorgug gives an "Okay" in acknowledgement, and as he walks--passing by people, which Fabian may or may not be paying any attention to, but he might hear it--he doesn't question the lack of words from his usually talkative partner. He's never quite done this before, holding someone around his waist and walking to a destination (okay, he never has), but it's easy enough. Fabian isn't too heavy, and with his legs locked around him, their balance works well.
He keeps his eyes over Fabian's shoulder, but sneaks looks at him; and he can't actually sneak kisses at him either unless Fabian leans his head towards him, but there's some form of affirmations he gives without prompt: ]
I missed you. [ ... ] I don't like going on missions without you. [ ... ] I don't care about what we're meant to be doing anymore.
[ His voice is low, private, but without trying to hide his words from anyone; intimate, with his gaze on Fabian whenever he speaks, his mild expression making it hard to decipher if it's distaste he's speaking with, or something deeper, more along the lines of where Fabian's mind is. The sound of other "camp" goers might come and go, and as they reach a line of trees that give way to a larger view of the lake, Fabian's ears might pick up more clear that they're not the only other people using the lake. There's at least no one else in their vincinity, but it's also not that late in the day.
It's not private.
And Gorgug comes to the edge line between land and water and surveys everything for a moment. Kicks off his shoes onto the green grass.
It's so hot. It doesn't help that Fabian is an extremely dumb teenage boy who is extremely easily turned on by something, but he still thinks this is hot. All of the things Gorgug is telling him are hot, especially when he's saying it nearly like it's a whisper. Being carried like this is hot. The fact that other people are clearly around is-- W-Well, it's kind of hot too, actually--
But Fabian doesn't even have that much time to contemplate that last one. The way Gorgug chooses for them to enter the water is so unexpected and startling that Fabian doesn't even have the reflexes to cast Feather Fall or something, so instead they slam right into the water.
Not exactly sexy. Not the kind of getting slammed Fabian was looking forward to.
The water shocks him out of his surprise a little bit. At least enough for some reflexes to kick in, releasing the hold his legs have on Gorgug's waist and trying to wriggle his way out of the other's arms enough to be able to keep himself afloat before they outright sink and drown. That would be the most embarrassing way to go out. What would they ever tell Riz?!
Fabian's head is at least above the water now, even as he's paddling like a madman to keep himself afloat, still looking thoroughly flustered. Because of how turned on he was? Because of the surprise? Who knows! ]
[ They sink, and Gorgug should have thought about telling Fabian to hold his breath like he already has, but the thought never enters his mind--the water engulfs them, their combined weight lets them sink, and Gorgug doesn't restrict Fabian as he unravels from around him, letting go of him to move freely. His eyes open just to see what Fabian's doing, and he sees him rising, so--
well, he can come up too. Splashing, ungraceful, because even when he was the only one who knew what he was going to do, it doesn't mean he's a great swimmer or anything!
But if it's there's something to be noticed, perhaps, is the smile that Gorgug comes up with, wiping the water off his face and letting his arms keep him bobbing. ]
Wasn't it fun? [ It's not a worried question--it's as happy as he looks, and he kicks his legs to get closer to Fabian, to take one of his hands above water. Eyes on Fabian's one, focused. ]
[ Apparently even Fabian can't finish that sentence, despite his horny feelings from a moment ago. Maybe it's because he's being rather loud right now - as Fabian ever is - and he's kind of realizing that half of the people out on the lake would be able to hear him yell about having sex with his boyfriend.
Embarrassing. That's what that thought is. That's what everything right now is. Just straight up embarrassing.
Rather than smiling over at Gorgug, Fabian is just.. slowly lowering himself into the water until only his eye and eyepatch is left right above the waterline.. Blowing some bubbles in embarrassment... ]
[ Dude? Didn't you think he sounded so shounen moment cool there?? Dude???
Gorgug was feeling his empowered moment, thank you very much, but then he's watching his boyfriend sink and, hm, that's something? He waits for a few seconds, then gives his arm a shake by the hand he's holding. Just-- a wobble wobble.
There's no sinking into the depths, so he's not worried about that, but also... ]
...We're still going to kiss. [ ... wobble wobble. ] I still want us to make out?
[ Did Fabian think he forgot? Did Fabian hit the water too hard....?? ]
[ Maybe Fabian did hit the water too hard.. Maybe it knocked that last braincell finally out of him.. :(
Though Fabian actually is thinking here. Gorgug told him before that he should just.. use his words to talk about what he feels, even though it still doesn't always feel all that great for Fabian...
But he's trying. He's pathetically sunk into the water, but he's trying.
And that involves getting his head up a little bit from the water again, so he isn't talking right into the water to a point where Gorgug wouldn't be able to understand. ]
I thought we were going to have sex. [ See, he feels so pathetic saying that!!! But he's saying it anyway!! This is just for you, Gorgug. He's doing his best. ] You were being very sexy.
That doesn't take a lot for his brain to understand, but he still needs to process it--or get the wrench unstuck in the gear that is his brain. Fabian thought they were going to have sex. Fabian thought he was being sexy.
Gorgug doesn't need to be told twice--e-even if it would be nice, probably...! ]
We can find a place to have sex. [ They're the only two immediately around, so, Gorgug doesn't mind saying that. ] I don't have anything on me, though.
[ Still--they can do other things, right? Just as long as that's okay for Fabian. Is it? Is he still in the mood?
Because even admitting his expectations is enough for Gorgug to be into the idea. ]
upon returning to etraya, camp;
i'm at cabin flamingo
[ It's a message he sends to both of his teammates (his true teammates), since he figures this is the most important information he can give them. As well as sitting outside by the steps of said cabin, his knees bent up high while he sits on a log too small for his tall frame. He'll stretch them eventually, just like he'll get a shower and a change of clothes eventually too, though, making his sitting position might come first.
But he thinks Fabian and Riz would enjoy seeing him first. Also? Gorgug would like to see them before a shower and all that. He's got chores or something, but whatever.
First, comes his guys: one who happens to be his boyfriend.
And who he isn't expecting an actual reply back from that isn't him showing in person. Actually, did Fabian said he prefers voice calls more for things like this? Uhh.... ]
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Especially the horrible, horrible stupid dumb cabin beds here. Terrible. He deserves his huge bed and 80,000 thread count elven sheet blankets, thanks. How is anyone supposed to sleep like this, especially without their boyfriend to cuddle with?!
And then there was also the reality of the mission Gorgug went on. Fabian may trust Gorgug to be able to smash just about anything into the ground, but he's also aware of how dirty this place can be. What if it does something to Gorgug that the other can't participate? If that mission put him through hell and back, Fabian would be about ready to burn this place to the ground.
So somewhere between his own desire to see Gorgug again and his worry about the state the other could be in, Fabian immediately heads towards the cabin when he gets that message. He doesn't care if he has to drop an activity he was in the middle of. Gorgug first. ]
Gorgug!
[ Instead of getting that text back, Gorgug will hear that-- and then a set of footsteps approaching. Rapidly. Very rapidly. Fabian just ran straight over, if the way he's slightly out of breath by the time he actually can spot Gorgug is something to go by. He only stops running when he's right in front of where the other is sitting, his eyes scanning Gorgug immediately to make sure the other is.. alive? Not wounded? Alright? All of the above?
And also kind of trembling with pent up energy, considering Fabian really wants to hug or kiss or make out or actually all of that with Gorgug right now, but isn't so sure if the other is in any state for Fabian to just grab him and do that. He's vibrating, Gorgug!! Vibrating!!!! ]
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But what's maybe important? Is the smile on Gorgug's face. A smile that grows the closer that Fabian gets to him, and here, they're standing in opposite places from the time Fabian and Riz came back from their mission, and Gorgug stayed behind. With the energy different, and even Gorgug feeling a different energy, too. Not so confused, or lost.
He's looking down at Fabian standing there, trembling in his spot. And Gorgug feels-- warmer, to see a face he wanted to see. One of the most important, that for the pause that Gorgug treasures finally getting his wish: ]
Hi. [ It's only a pause, with that hi needing to come out, but his feet following it soon after. Gorgug closes in their distance and wraps his arms around Fabian completely, leaning in and smothering him, like a comforter he hasn't been able to appreciate in a week. And it's been nearly an entire week since he's been gone, and now he's here.
Kinda dirty, dusty, but not bloodied. Only sighing with a relief he's been waiting for, and saying into much his own arm as he does Fabian's neck. ]
Missions are boring without you guys.
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But there's also the fact that Fabian wants this. Just this physical contact between them. Gorgug's arms around him, perhaps holding him even a little bit too tightly considering the kind of strength the other has - and yet Fabian doesn't mind.
He would rather be doing this than literally anything else right now in this dumb camp.
M-Maybe he can combine them though? Combine both?
He tries to squeeze his way through Gorgug's grip enough to not lose it, yet still move his face high enough to be able to reach the other's, peeling it back enough to be able to plant a kiss on the other's lips.
Gods, he missed that. ]
What happened? [ He says - sounding practically breathless, considering it only comes out when he pulls away a little bit from that kiss, but still lingering close to Gorgug's lips.
H-he's doing it, okay!! Fabian is a boyfriend that can MULTITASK, watch him! He can make out with his boyfriend and be a good concerned partner in this moment!!! ]
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Honestly, the biggest complaint in all this is Fabian asking what happened. Like it even matters. ]
Nothin', [ he mumbles, the hint of something sulky in there--because it's a question getting in the way of kissing, which is what Gorgug follows that answer up with, slipping out with his lips still close to Fabian's, ] it was stupid. I should've stayed with you 'n' Riz.
[ And if Fabian wants to kiss, isn't that a better use of their time? Kissing by his cabin, a cabin he doesn't want to be at, but he's being so good. And his friends are this way anyway. ]
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Though his desire to yell at someone is met by his desire to not lose Gorgug's arms around him for a few more moments, so he files it away somewhere. For later. ]
Well, it is not exactly a party here either. [ He says, also a little grumbly, but at least it comes with kisses against Gorgug's lips right in front and after the sentence, like they're peppering his speech. ] But at least we haven't had any dust problems.
[ Or whatever Gorgug is covered in-- That Fabian is probably not also covered by, thanks to the embrace, but.. UGH, whatever, later problem!! Big problem, but later problem!! ]
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[ And that's a threat, the kind that still comes with a few more kisses. If he cared enough for Fabian's annoyance for his hygiene, he might go for a revenge that's more immediate. But what Gorgug wants and cares for is Fabian, being with him, and what his impulses tell him to do...
is to lift Fabian up around the waist and direct him, ] Wrap your legs, [ so he can hold Fabian up by the butt proper. Get those legs off the floor, bro, your boyfriend is now carrying you.
And if he succeeds in getting his way, he will ask with a tone and expression that's probably hard to tell if he's serious: ]
Tell me the way to the lake.
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O-Oh?!
Sure, they were kissing. Fabian expected some makeouts, maybe, if there wouldn't be too many people around. But he didn't expect Gorgug to be this forward about it, especially while they're in public. It doesn't mean that Fabian isn't going along with this all the same - y-yes, Gorgug, okay Gorgug, he's already wrapping his legs around you and holding on, no need to tell him twice - but he's sure looking surprised about it.
If you'd ask him though, he would say he's totally not blushing. Nuh-uh. His face is just growing a little darker because of-- b-because of a burn! From all this sun! Yeah, totally!!
It's not because his boyfriend is being so forward, and carrying him off to have some sweet wild s--
.. wait.
What? ]
What?
[ Fabian would like to formulate a more intelligent response than that, but his brain momentarily is turned off after having ran wild with what turns out to maybe have been an incorrect assumption entirely. ]
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No. He's walking, to get from around the cabins clustered together. If he's going the short way or the long way towards their destination doesn't matter. Gorgug's just moving his feet!! ]
We're going to the lake, [ Gorgug explains--in case that's what Fabian needs right now. ] We're going inside it.
[ See?
So helpful. So much detail. And with a peck on Fabian's lips: ] And I'll keep kissing you.
[ So that they're on the same page about that, too. ]
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That is also a kind of a wild place to have sex, but.. if Gorgug wants to try it, then.. sure? ]
Alright.
[ Maybe it's a decision he'll regret later, but right now his head is definitely full of nothing but libido. If Gorgug wants to take him in the lake, then that's what they'll do. ]
It's, uh.. [ Just don't mind the way he still sounds a little flustered, his hands clinging onto Gorgug's shoulders, squeezing them a little. ] You head to the left here, and then you just keep on walking. You'll see it. [ Dude.
Dude.
Gorgug is going to screw him in the lake, dude!!!!!!! Sorry if Fabian isn't the most talkative right now - unlike the usual. He's far too busy already imagining this in his mind palace at the moment. ]
1/2
He keeps his eyes over Fabian's shoulder, but sneaks looks at him; and he can't actually sneak kisses at him either unless Fabian leans his head towards him, but there's some form of affirmations he gives without prompt: ]
I missed you. [ ... ] I don't like going on missions without you. [ ... ] I don't care about what we're meant to be doing anymore.
[ His voice is low, private, but without trying to hide his words from anyone; intimate, with his gaze on Fabian whenever he speaks, his mild expression making it hard to decipher if it's distaste he's speaking with, or something deeper, more along the lines of where Fabian's mind is. The sound of other "camp" goers might come and go, and as they reach a line of trees that give way to a larger view of the lake, Fabian's ears might pick up more clear that they're not the only other people using the lake. There's at least no one else in their vincinity, but it's also not that late in the day.
It's not private.
And Gorgug comes to the edge line between land and water and surveys everything for a moment. Kicks off his shoes onto the green grass.
... ]
2/2
Lake dive, HOOT GROWL!!!!! ]
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It's so hot. It doesn't help that Fabian is an extremely dumb teenage boy who is extremely easily turned on by something, but he still thinks this is hot. All of the things Gorgug is telling him are hot, especially when he's saying it nearly like it's a whisper. Being carried like this is hot. The fact that other people are clearly around is-- W-Well, it's kind of hot too, actually--
But Fabian doesn't even have that much time to contemplate that last one. The way Gorgug chooses for them to enter the water is so unexpected and startling that Fabian doesn't even have the reflexes to cast Feather Fall or something, so instead they slam right into the water.
Not exactly sexy. Not the kind of getting slammed Fabian was looking forward to.
The water shocks him out of his surprise a little bit. At least enough for some reflexes to kick in, releasing the hold his legs have on Gorgug's waist and trying to wriggle his way out of the other's arms enough to be able to keep himself afloat before they outright sink and drown. That would be the most embarrassing way to go out. What would they ever tell Riz?!
Fabian's head is at least above the water now, even as he's paddling like a madman to keep himself afloat, still looking thoroughly flustered. Because of how turned on he was? Because of the surprise? Who knows! ]
G-Gorgug--
[ Hold on, he's sputtering out water now. ]
What was that?!
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well, he can come up too. Splashing, ungraceful, because even when he was the only one who knew what he was going to do, it doesn't mean he's a great swimmer or anything!
But if it's there's something to be noticed, perhaps, is the smile that Gorgug comes up with, wiping the water off his face and letting his arms keep him bobbing. ]
Wasn't it fun? [ It's not a worried question--it's as happy as he looks, and he kicks his legs to get closer to Fabian, to take one of his hands above water. Eyes on Fabian's one, focused. ]
Let's do whatever the fuck we want.
[ Who cares if it's sensible? ]
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[ Apparently even Fabian can't finish that sentence, despite his horny feelings from a moment ago. Maybe it's because he's being rather loud right now - as Fabian ever is - and he's kind of realizing that half of the people out on the lake would be able to hear him yell about having sex with his boyfriend.
Embarrassing. That's what that thought is. That's what everything right now is. Just straight up embarrassing.
Rather than smiling over at Gorgug, Fabian is just.. slowly lowering himself into the water until only his eye and eyepatch is left right above the waterline.. Blowing some bubbles in embarrassment... ]
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Gorgug was feeling his empowered moment, thank you very much, but then he's watching his boyfriend sink and, hm, that's something? He waits for a few seconds, then gives his arm a shake by the hand he's holding. Just-- a wobble wobble.
There's no sinking into the depths, so he's not worried about that, but also... ]
...We're still going to kiss. [ ... wobble wobble. ] I still want us to make out?
[ Did Fabian think he forgot? Did Fabian hit the water too hard....?? ]
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Though Fabian actually is thinking here. Gorgug told him before that he should just.. use his words to talk about what he feels, even though it still doesn't always feel all that great for Fabian...
But he's trying. He's pathetically sunk into the water, but he's trying.
And that involves getting his head up a little bit from the water again, so he isn't talking right into the water to a point where Gorgug wouldn't be able to understand. ]
I thought we were going to have sex. [ See, he feels so pathetic saying that!!! But he's saying it anyway!! This is just for you, Gorgug. He's doing his best. ] You were being very sexy.
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Oh???
That doesn't take a lot for his brain to understand, but he still needs to process it--or get the wrench unstuck in the gear that is his brain. Fabian thought they were going to have sex. Fabian thought he was being sexy.
Gorgug doesn't need to be told twice--e-even if it would be nice, probably...! ]
We can find a place to have sex. [ They're the only two immediately around, so, Gorgug doesn't mind saying that. ] I don't have anything on me, though.
[ Still--they can do other things, right? Just as long as that's okay for Fabian. Is it? Is he still in the mood?
Because even admitting his expectations is enough for Gorgug to be into the idea. ]